Letter to Brigid

"I am not so good at squelching my contempt and resentment for those who have cast me out, excluded me or given up on me. I wish I had that kind of forgiveness and forebearance. Maybe one day I will. When I go on rants, they are loud, visceral and served up nice and hot. Calculation is not one of my strong points sometimes. Maybe I should start eating more cookies n' cream ice cream and strawberries?....nahhhh."